So after trying real hard I finally made a breakthrough with my social anxiety problem and got myself invited to a casual get togerther at someones apartment to watch a sports game, this took alot of hard work from me and was a very big step. In short the night was a disater, everyone was drunk (I don't drink at all) I was completly ignored, and worst of all when I finally left I came to the conculsion that I don't particularly like these people. 1) I am pretty sure they dont like me anyway 2) they are always drunk and are obsessed with drinking 3) they are surprisngly immature 4) we share no common intrest and 5) they really aren't nice people I mean if you saw the way they talked and touched eachother. So all my time trying to fit in has been for nothing and other groups has formed that will be impossible for me to pennetrate so once again it is the begining of the school year and I have no friends with no prospect of making friends anytime soon. I don't know how or should I even try and get by.