Today, I was awarded an extra scholarship for university. Something really exciting and I felt very proud of it because I have worked hard. And yet I call to tell my family and they make me feel completely and utterly worthless. Don't even acknowledge the achievement or support me just basically tell me my life is shit and what I'm doing equates to nothing. No congratulations. No matter what I do, what I work through, it's never good enough. I am never good enough. I hate myself.