Unlike (seems like everyone else) I have never had a Boyfriend. I have been asked out more than once, but the guys who ask me out always seem like scumbags. They usually are like "Hey Baby want to go out sometime?" I think "I don't even know you." I am an introvert and get anxious during social gatherings. For a long time when I was in high school I convinced myself that I was too ugly and fat for anyone to want to go out with me. Then in my early twenties I convinced myself that I'm not meant to be with anyone and I'll probably die alone. I didn't go to a University only Community College and I always thought if I had gone to a University I would probably be married by now. Now I'm 29 and alone. I feel lost and now think I should just become a Nun at this rate.