well well well, im 32 and ive never been in a relationship with anyone, and barely even had any intimate contact with anyone else, not only do i hate myself...if im honest i hate and despise other people because of it.
Not only am i denied any relationship or intimacy, but society rubs my faced in it continuously, and furthermore, not only do i get my face rubbed in it, but its actually something that is socially unacceptable to moan about, especially for a bloke, and quite sociallhy acceptable to be taunted about it.
not only do i want to harm myself, if im honest i am fast losing poatience with others, and qwuiote frankly want some satisfaction - now im a gentle kind man and the thought of satisfaction is horrible...but in a way i need it...and yes it is justified im afraid...anyways, its hard being a freak, and i think theres only one thing for it...ive chosen a nice song to pass away to, and often fantasise about it, but i am really afraid of killing myself, even though the thought seems nice, i would like to go and have a hot bath now and pass away peacefully...but peacefully...how do i do that...any helpo please...i dont fancy <edited-methods> or whatever, <edited-methods> is horrid, i dont know, where can i actually buy <edited-methods>, that does it quick doesnt it?:i'm sorry:
Not only am i denied any relationship or intimacy, but society rubs my faced in it continuously, and furthermore, not only do i get my face rubbed in it, but its actually something that is socially unacceptable to moan about, especially for a bloke, and quite sociallhy acceptable to be taunted about it.
not only do i want to harm myself, if im honest i am fast losing poatience with others, and qwuiote frankly want some satisfaction - now im a gentle kind man and the thought of satisfaction is horrible...but in a way i need it...and yes it is justified im afraid...anyways, its hard being a freak, and i think theres only one thing for it...ive chosen a nice song to pass away to, and often fantasise about it, but i am really afraid of killing myself, even though the thought seems nice, i would like to go and have a hot bath now and pass away peacefully...but peacefully...how do i do that...any helpo please...i dont fancy <edited-methods> or whatever, <edited-methods> is horrid, i dont know, where can i actually buy <edited-methods>, that does it quick doesnt it?:i'm sorry:
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