I can't remember being truly happy. i work and go to school. i hate both. my wedding is coming up and im excited for that but i still can't shake this depression i have. i find myself wanting to be alone all the time. i have no motivation or passion for anything. the only thing that cheers me up is food. its the only way i know how to comfort myself. i don't have a plan to kill myself, i just constantly wish for my death. i don't ever talk about this to anyone because i don't think they can help me nor would they know how to. should i just go back to therapy and face medication again?