Never Healing

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by ThornThatNeverHeals, Feb 24, 2016.

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  1. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    Away from that place,
    But still running from a past,
    Will it ever stop haunting me?

    Sometimes doing so well,
    Enjoying my life,
    I'd almost call it happy...

    But then these dark days hit
    Always on the blind side,
    The moment everything feels good.

    For this last part of life,
    I thought I was healing,
    But really I know I never could...

    This life is attached to me,
    With all of the hauntings,
    These dreams will never go away.

    If I am to live with this,
    I first must come to terms with it,
    in reality I will never be "sane."

    I try to surround myself
    With those who can accept me
    And they truely and honestly try.

    But they can't understand
    The memories that haunt me,
    Those that cause the screaming inside.

    No, I will never be whole,
    This we all must accept,
    If I am expected to move on.

    Because if we cannot accept,
    And I am forced to chose,
    Then really, I'm as good as gone.
     
  2. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    This was pretty dark and sad, but in a beautiful way. Thank you for sharing!
     
  3. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    I'm feeling really dark and sad tonight, but don't know who to talk to or what to do. Thanks for reading it!
     
  4. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    *hugs*

    Please take care of yourself. Don't be scared to reach out!
    If you want to my inbox is open!
     
  5. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    I appreciate that :) I'd love to chat... I just don't know what to say...
     
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