I feel damaged from movies, books and general ideas about "love". I feel like I can't be whole if I'm not "Loved". I do have family and some friends and I know it's more than what many others have. But i am 27 and no one has loved me. I've had some relationships, but i was never important, I was never someone they couldn't live without. I wonder so much how it feels, to hear those words and to be special like that for someone. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not ugly or stupid, and I do give a lot to people, I try at least. It just feels so sad when my friends are loved, and I worry I will go through life without experiencing it. The closest I've been was to hear someone I loved talk about another girl he'd been in love with. But somehow, he couldn't love me. It's like ive always been "bad news" to people I've loved.