Hi, new member here Well as per the title, I never thought I would end up joining, let alone posting on a suicide forum. Not quite sure how I reached this point in my life. Objectively, my life is actually pretty good. But as I get older I'm finding it more and more difficult to deal with all the pressure, anxiety and depression that I experience (have done my whole adult life). I don't think I'd ever actually harm myself, but the fact that I'm even considering it disturbs me. Nice to be here.