Hello everyone. I'm 22. I suffer from severe panic disorder, generalised anxiety disorder and depression. I'm unemployed, have a boyfriend who is way out of my league, a family who treat me as if I'm invisible, friends who have moved on and I have absolutely zero self esteem. I've been looking for work for 6 months after being made redundant. Nothing is coming up. Being bored is making me depressed, paranoid and ill... I don't enjoy life anymore. I can't enjoy hobbies. All day every day I am on the verge of tears, of killing myself. I am in a bubble of stress. I hate this. It will never end... I've had mental illness since I was 11... What's the point?