I've never thought so much about dying.
I've never spent so much time wishing for it.
Never have I been able to set a date.
I've also never had so many reasons.
I'm trying to take care of myself.
I went to the doctor.
He put me on Prozac.
Then told me I have Diabetes.
And I have to spend much more money on treatment for that.
I told the doctor that I wanted to die.
He said, "Give me a week to get you feeling better."
It's been a week.
And I can't hold on much longer.
I'm scaring myself.
I've been ready to go for so long now.
And the sad part is, if I had the money,
I'd be gone already.
I've never spent so much time wishing for it.
Never have I been able to set a date.
I've also never had so many reasons.
I'm trying to take care of myself.
I went to the doctor.
He put me on Prozac.
Then told me I have Diabetes.
And I have to spend much more money on treatment for that.
I told the doctor that I wanted to die.
He said, "Give me a week to get you feeling better."
It's been a week.
And I can't hold on much longer.
I'm scaring myself.
I've been ready to go for so long now.
And the sad part is, if I had the money,
I'd be gone already.