my friends are all pretty. i'm the ugly duckling. their pictures come out perfect without the help of photoshop and i have to smudge and blur out every imperfection that i have. i'll never be as smart as they are. a 4.0 every semester and never below a B. best student in the class. so far they've got smarts and beauty. you know what else they have? friends beyond their own school. I have 1 friend that doesn't go to the same school as I do. pathetic, right? don't say "where will they be in 10 years?" all of them will be successful parents while I, no matter how hard i try, manage to hit rock bottom. i'll be the beggar women asking for pennies, not them. furthermore, i almost got my brother beaten up by leaving him at a park because i was bored and drunks showed up. i could have killed him. killed him i'm sure no one would care if i died anymore.