Hello suicide forum! im new and in search of people like me i can relate to, so i dont feel so different... most of you, i think, wont be like me but i know some probably are. im suicidal, but for rational feelings. emotionally i dont want to die, but i dont care about my emotions much. as of right now, i have chosen to die within this year, but i am indulging this feeling of hope a bit. if i can get my emotions on track with my inteligence, i will die then. i welcome all opinions and will do my best to represent myself accurately (which seems very difficult) thank you!