Hi, I have bipolar, I'm having a lot of troubles lately. I'm glad I found this forum, where I can speak a little more clearly. I have suicide running through my mind all the time, at this point, I'm just trying to find a place my family won't find me. MY DR. is ridiculous, she gives me whatever I want, but, only answers on appt, days. I don't have any friends, and my family doesn't get it. ??