Heh, I've been here for over a year and still haven't told people here completely why I am depressed, I have to muster up the courage to do that soon.
Basically, I feel that I am inferior to everyone around me, that I was raised wrong, that I can't do the things everyone else can do in a heartbeat, etc. I feel so useless and that I'll only get more and more depressed in the future until I finally just snap and do something really bad. :sad:
I've never tried suicide or cut before.
I don't suffer from things most suicidal people have, like the loss of a loved one, abuse/neglected as a child, raped, etc.
I am inferior to everyone, my life is a fucking joke. And nobody around me knows how depressed I am or why, if I commit suicide, it would come as a total shock to them. They think I'll be alright but I dunno.....sigh.