My new grandchild is here. As happy as I am, I can’t help but think she needs a better grandma. No ,ed has helped yet, therapy hasn’t done much either...ptsd, Ocd, anxiety and depression are killing me.....literally. In spite of this little angel, who is in another state so I won’t see her that often, I am ready to throw in the towel. Seeing my dr on the 3rd....need to just say it like it is....I am close to done. I have tried it all. Without self love, it is all for not...no magic pill for that.Thanks for listening...l.