So I cut last night, one on the inside of each arm. Before that I hadn't cut in about a month. I still feel like cutting again, I'm thinking should I cut my <edit mod triggering> I've cut my <edit mod triggering>xxx before, but never my xxxx The outside of my arms are now filled with white lines from all the cutting I've been doing last year. There is no going back from here now, these are permanent. But I guess it is ok since all this will eventually lead to my suicide, which will be definite. I'm too far into this now.