Hello, I'm new here. I've been reading the forum for a few days now and generally I think you guys are great. I went through a few very dark years and nearly ended my life, I wish I'd known you then. I seem to have got through the crisis and got back into the swing of life, but then there is always this pull at the back of my mind - I may one day have the courage to do it, and I often feel like I'm not living my life but someone elses. Reading some stuff here I know some of you understand what I'm saying and some of you have different problems but we all know something is not quite right!