A hello is a hello in anyone's eyes! Welcome to Sf! Feel free to PM me about what is on your mind, I promise to stay up for the next few hours (even though it is already midnight) to see if I get a message from you to see if I can help you through this.
I understand you may be upset but please remember that you are valuable! Any life is!
All of us here at SF are here for you and are ready and waiting, just in case you could need us, at any time! Day or Night!
I'm sorry you are in pain. I used to think the same as you, that nobody would ever love me. The fact is that it's not true, even if you feel that is the case now.
I also found out that, even if somebody loves you, if you don't love yourself it doesn't make much of a difference, so the priority really is to learn how to tolerate yourself, then find things that you like about yourself, then to try and love you despite the (punctual) things you still may not like (or even hate) about yourself.
I hope you will be OK. Please let us know how you are doing.