I have finished with my old counsellor she left her job and started with a new counsellor. My old counsellor and I got on really well and just clicked same type of sense of humour (dry), I always felt happier after seeing her and looked forward to seeing her again. It was like chatting to a friend. New counsellor, totally different style. I think I spent half the session crying at one stage I could not even talk I was so upset. I left the session and cryed on my trip home. Today a day later I am still crying. She was asking a lot of deep and meaningful questions that I didn't even have an answer for and hadn't even thought about. Half the time I couldn't even remember the question. Even though she sat opposite me I felt she was invading my personal space. I was squirming in my seat, legs crossed and kept playing with the ring of my finger. I was never like this with the last counsellor. I used to spend half the session laughing. She asked me at the end how the session went, I said either "ok" or "I don't know". At one stage she said she could back off from me. She said now that yours daughter's gone, is it like she never existed. (or something similar, I can't even remember the questions). She asked "How do you get through all this stuff without doing your head in?". She even asked me if I thought I was crazy!!! I said no, then she agreed that I wasn't crazy and just a grieving parent. I am due to see her again next Friday and what I am worried about is Friday nights are hard for me as it is without her adding to it. My husband goes out with the boys that night, and I don't want to stop him doing this. Then on Monday I am off to see a psych for an evaluation. I don't think it will go good if after seeing her I feel like I did today. I don't even know how I am going to go at work as it is.