Hi im Sean, i have been ill for 2 months now was in hospital for 3 weeks but they have realised me. Im not happy at all i have had avery hard year my best friend died suddenly of sudden adlut death syndrome in januart a few days after my son was born and was in special care so i didnt have time to grief for the loss of my freind. Sense my son has been sick frequently in and out of hospital. 2 months ago i sarting being sick all the time after every meal drink, so i was sent to hospital were they done all these tests, they couldnt find anything wronf with me so i was discharged after 3 weeks. I still am being sick every day. I cant cope any more im not bringing any money for my family we cant afford the rent and im seriously thinking about killing my self. It would be best for my family. I have tried befor 3 years ago and failed. My dad killed him self when i was born, i wonder if its genetic. I just cant see a way out.