So I am sitting here in front of my computer. I am dressed ready to go to work tho I have no idea why as I have no motivation to live let alone work. Wondering what I can do to get myself out of the house. Then my thoughts switch to 'wonder what i can do to die'. No purpose to fight the fight today. Somebody lock me up in a soundproofed room. That way nobody can hear my screams of pain. Oh wait... pretty sure thats what its like being inside my head!! (A soundproof room where nobody hears me).