Hi. I'm Abby, 20 and unemployed from England. When I was 14 I joined a self harm online community, but the way I am now suggests that I need a place with more fitting support... so here I am. I have felt this way for a long time. It seems that the only thing keeping me here is that I have 2 younger brothers. I protected them from pain a lot when we were kids and I always thought that having them in my life would help me keep hold of myself and stop me from doing anything that would hurt them. But recently even that thought doesn't give me much strength anymore and I can feel myself slipping further each day. I hope others here can relate to me. Thanks for reading.