Hey... guess I don't really know what to say... I'm 25, married with 2 kids. Sounds pretty normal, right? Well from the outside my life is very normal, its what goes on inside my head that is not. I try to be a happy outgoing person one the outside, but the reality is that I'm depressed. Sometimes its not so bad... sometimes it is. I also dabble with cutting and struggle with eating and food issues. It seems to me that whatever problem a person could have... I do. The thing that is worrying me the most is that I usually only write about what's going on in my head when things are really getting bad. Writing is the only way I can express what I am feeling, maybe because I don't have to see the reaction of the person that I am telling. I'm way too much for people in my small minded hometown to deal with... I guess I'm just hear to get some of my thoughts out of my head, for someone to listen, and not judge me.