Hi, my name is Liz and I am 17. I have been a cutter and burner for three yrs now, and I am trying so hard to quit. I have a history of rape/molestation, depression, and PTSD I don't know how to cope anymore. And it just seems like my life continually gets worse. About a yr ago my mom left me and moved to TX so I moved in with my sis and her 7 kids. Last month my sis kicked me out and now I am living with my Bro who is only 20. I have 5 siblings and only talk to 1. The rest don't talk to me and neither do my mom and dad. My dad is in prison, and my mom is trying to force me into foster care. My family also hates that I am gay. I'm starting to hate it too. I'm really hoping that this site can save me because I think about suicide way to much, its not normal. I'd appreciate any insights, advice, or help. Thanks a ton to all who read this!