I feel really trapped in myself, little contact with outside world and not sure what to do, so lonely although i dont want to talk to others, no job as cant get work feel really helpless and have hurt myself in frustration. I cant cope with myself and being like me anymore (im autistic). Im sorry if im going on not sure what to say. Just feel so low and nothing will help me and noone, have tried so often yet i get nothing. really hope someone replys just feel so lonely. if killing yourself wasnt so scary i would have been dead by now.