I posted in the Suicide Forum earlier; didn't see this one I guess. That post was long; this will be shorter. I live in the U.S.; graduated from college over two years and still haven't found a full-time job. Been getting by on a couple temp jobs here and there, but everything I'd managed to save over the course of my life (I'm 25) is all but dried up now. See my other post for more details; basically I've applied for hundreds of jobs in all kinds of fields, including many that I think are beneath me as a holder of a bachelor's degree. This has weighed on me to the point that I think about ending my life every day; though I know I don't have the guts to actually do it. I know that because I've had these feelings all the way back to high school, nearly ten years now, though there was a period of a couple years in college when I was genuinely happy. So yeah...that's Me: The Short Version. Hi to everyone.