Hi everyone. I am new here too. I am currently going through a difficult time, have been referred for counselling which has brought up a lot of issues, and now going through the crisis team and a 'blue light case'... all of this whilst trying to hold down a very stressful job. Tonight is one of many sleepless nights and going through the internet I saw this website. The community mental health nurse did a home visit yesterday and said the next step is hospital admission which I really don't want. I don't want to miss work or be away from my family.