um well.. I havn't done this before.. but anyway my name is dale.. I've been suicidal/depressed for quite a few years, in the past I've had a few attempts. I wasn't.. I'm not sure.. fully commited to it I guess. was looking for something to keep myself going. Anyway alot of things have happened this year, past month in particular, I've realised I just dont realy have any fight left anymore. I guess i'm just weak, suicide may be an easy or weak way out some people may think.. but eh it's all i seem to think about now. I feel tired, and way older than I should for my age. and I truly just want to move past it all. I'm planning on ending it all in a week, and I know I have the will to carry through this time. I don't want people pitying or hating, or trying to tell me why I should live, I kind of just want to be able to talk to a few people. or just someone, over the next week. It would be nice I havn't had anyone to talk to about this over the past month. and it may be selfish to be putting it on someone else. but if anyone can put up with me it would be nice =] thanks for reading, please don't hate haha.