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[SweetenedInsanity]

Hello! I guess, I'm here for help with my messed up life
First off, I'm autistic and have ADHD
I'm also depressed
I battle cutting often, although it hasnt happened since three years ago
I have been in a toxic relationship
My mom is sick
I can't work
My boyfriend and I are depressed
I'm a fucking disgrace to my familys name
I'm just done with life
My pokemon and mlp interest are target for bullying
Im utterly useless
I'm a rape survivor
My dad is working 2 jobs and its ripping him apart
I can't do anything right...

But I guess I cant end my life not yet...I'm only 17 I havent lived yet...

 

[Mr Stewart]

Hello to you. I am also autistic and have OCD. I know how that goes. And also the depression that seemingly inevitably plays hand in hand to it. Congratulations on being self harm free for three years. That is no small thing you have done there. It takes a great deal of courage to set that coping mechanism aside.

Welcome to SF.