Hi my name is ashley and im new here. I honestly dont know what to say but i will. I have delt with seviere depression since i was a child I have many times wanted to take my life but something has always held me back from doing it. I take medication and it helps me I feel like if i stoped takeing my meds i wouldnt be here. I was hurt as a child both emotionaly physicaly and sexualy. My mother and stepfather have controlled me so sevierely for many many years that I cant continue in the situation that im in living with them The only option i see is on the streets. Thats something that ill just talk to my therapist and case manager for the thousand time.I apologize for rambling i just need to talk about what going on.