Hey all, I just found this forum when googling for a place to talk about suicidal thoughts. I guess I'll say more in the my story section later. It can be a lot to type out. It's weird how hard it can be to talk to people about this stuff face-to-face, even with therapists. But it sounds like the people here really get it. I tend to lurk on forums, but I'll try to come out of my shell a bit. Thank you for having me.