I am a middle aged male (50+), married for 20 years (sort of), no children, minor health issues. My wife hasn't said a word to me in 3 days, other than to respond to direct statements. Our pets talk to me more than she does. Apparently our animals have the alleged capacity to see ghosts (i.e., me) since I don't seem to exist in any plane that intersects with hers.
For about 9 months I have been going to a ketamine clinic. It helps, but treatment brings its own baggage.
I am not unfriendly, but I am not a social creature...not in real nor virtual life.
I can't say that C19 hasn't affected me, but due to employment and location, hasn't really changed much for me/my family. OK, probably stress.
I suppose my safety plan is a ridiculously awkward/difficult means, but I have reached a point of often thinking of "where and when?". Not an intentional safety measure, but I am still here, in spite of my best efforts. (Intended as an injection of light-heartedness...)
I have had acquaintances that committed suicide, an uncle, and a few years ago, someone that I had known for 30 years (give or take).
What more can I say? I have my issues and here I am.
For about 9 months I have been going to a ketamine clinic. It helps, but treatment brings its own baggage.
I am not unfriendly, but I am not a social creature...not in real nor virtual life.
I can't say that C19 hasn't affected me, but due to employment and location, hasn't really changed much for me/my family. OK, probably stress.
I suppose my safety plan is a ridiculously awkward/difficult means, but I have reached a point of often thinking of "where and when?". Not an intentional safety measure, but I am still here, in spite of my best efforts. (Intended as an injection of light-heartedness...)
I have had acquaintances that committed suicide, an uncle, and a few years ago, someone that I had known for 30 years (give or take).
What more can I say? I have my issues and here I am.