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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by wltg, Jan 8, 2008.

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  1. wltg

    wltg New Member

    today i heard sad newsmy friebd died on sat. He was not a great friend, one of those that we maybe spoke once a year. I an so upset that "i did not hear the calling"...I am so tore up now HOURS that the SOB left me with the thought that maybe I could have done something, "vs" our yearly talk. I am really PISSED that now all this guy did was leave his 90'is mom with a bloody bloody mess. I am so peeeved at my self for not feeling more about things. I think if people take them selves out because of medical type reasons is find and dandy, but why would anyone want to make people feel guilty and have to clean up the mess??? like i said, i am in tears right now...please all don't do it if you are thinking it....
     
  2. Oceans

    Oceans Well-Known Member

    welcome to SF

    It must be devastating to hear that your spoken once a year friend did it. Although you only spoke to him yearly, please dont feel like guilty because you were not to know that he was having a rough time.

    I hope you can get pass this.
     
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