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Discussion in 'Welcome' started by brittini, Mar 15, 2009.

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  1. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Hey everyone, my name is Brittini and am 22 years old. I live about an hour away from Dallas, Texas in a small town. I'm currently an online student at City University of Seattle in the process of earning my Bachelors in General Studies. I have a boyfriend named Zach whom I've been with since December 11th, 2006. I'm very much into photography and music, if I didn't have them (esp music) I would prolly be dead right now. I have a panic and anxiety disorder which I've had for a very long time. It got so bad when I was in high school that it caused me to be bulimic. I got over the bulimia but am sure I have other disorders, just not sure what. I joined this forum because I'm constantly feeling like I'm completely alone. I cry a whole lot (I am right now as I type this up actually), usually when noone else is around except for my boyfriend, he's the only one I cry in front of. I keep an online blog to let everything out since I have no other way. I've noticed I've been talking about killing myself in them more often than before. I don't have a job anymore, I don't have a car or a license, I don't even have any real-life friends anymore. I'm living back at home with my parents and little sister. They're all great, I love them so much, we're just going through an extremely hard time (still) and it's getting to us all. Noone is happy here anymore and always talk to me about all of the problems. I take it all and act like I'm okay but I'm not. I don't have anyone to turn to so I joined this forum. I'm really looking forward to getting to know you guys and I hope we can help eachother.
  2. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Hey Brittini,

    Welcome to SF :arms:.

    Looking forward to getting to know you hun.

    Take care, Claire xx
  3. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Thank you Claire. :)
  4. Rosenrot

    Rosenrot Forum Buddy


    There's also a forum here, let it all out, where you can... well, let it all out. :laugh:
  5. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Thanx Andrew. I see your in Seattle.. LUCKY! I'm saving up to move there for at least 6 months and go to school there.
  6. artikchill

    artikchill Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forum and there are people that will help you out if you need it. I'm located not to far from you lol but it's a good distance. Feel free to hit me up of you want to talk, it's ok.

    Sense I've been here, I have felt better about myself and it's helped alot in the issues that I have been having. So, with that being said make yourself at home and kick back.
  7. Victori@

    Victori@ Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forums!!! Im sorry your feeling so sad all the time~~ Im here if you ever wanna chat about anything... even if you just need somebody to listen!!

    I also have panic and anxiety attack as well as severe depression, that gives us a few things to talk about!!! hope to see you around!!

    :smile: :hug: :arms:
  8. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Thanx James, where are you at? The Dallas area?

    Yeah, I think I'm really going to like it here.. I feel a lil better already and I just joined. Lol
  9. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Victori - you have panic and anxiety attacks too? They're horrible arent they?!?! I checked out your profile and noticed you're into photography as well and are a photographer. Are you on I looooove that place! XD
  10. Rosenrot

    Rosenrot Forum Buddy

    Hah, not a whole lot here, except rain. What school, u-dub?
  11. artikchill

    artikchill Well-Known Member

    Well I'm located in the Austin area so it is a good distance.
  12. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Well, right now I'm taking online courses at City University of Seattle but I'm looking into some photography schools too. :)
  13. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Ohhh, Austin.. yeah, that is a pretty good distance but hey.. it's in Texas so it's closer than most!
  14. Rosenrot

    Rosenrot Forum Buddy

    Oi, good luck.

    I always wanted to get into photography, but I never really did. Shame.
  15. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Thank you :)

    It's never too late, you still can. Photography is awesome XD
  16. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum Brittini. I am glad you chose to join us and reach out. :hug:
  17. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome to the forum Brttini!!Your off to a good start already making friends!!
  18. crookxshanks

    crookxshanks Well-Known Member

    welcome .. glad to see your already making friends x
  19. Starlite

    Starlite Senior Member

    Welcome to SF!
  20. brittini

    brittini Well-Known Member

    Thank you guys sooo much! I'm really liking this place a lot,
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