Hi, I have just joined and am in the uk. I am not sure what I am looking to get from here. I lost my husband to suicide only 2 months ago, I came home from work to find him it was a month before our first wedding anniversary. At the moment I am in a state of denial and still trying to do day to day living as normal as possible. I have to move out of our flat at the end of next month as just can not afford to stay here on my own and I fear that it is going to hit me hard. Any way just checking in and saying hello.