Hi everyone I just came across this site and thought it might help me. I hope it can help me. I was diagnosed with depression twelve years ago, and have had two suicide attempts. I have just been discharged from hospital today, after spending the weekend on suicide watch. They have sent me home, and now I am sitting in my bed, by myself, trying not to kill myself. I just don't see the point in fighting any more. All I can think about is dying, I have no desire to keep on living, and no one in my life that I can talk to about how I'm feeling. I just don't see the point. Jessica.