ugh, where to start??? i guess today was a pretty bad day, so i decided to sign up for some support. my life feels like its spiraling out of control lately. im not where i "should be" in life at my age, a combo of bipolar meds and eating my feelings has proven to be a huge social roadblock (if only in my head). my job is stressful and im beginning to hate it. at this point there seem to be few (if any) redeemers. i just dont know how to cope effectively anymore (wait, probably never knew how). my heart goes out to all those who can relate. thanks for 'listening'