Hi, just joined. I have been fighting severe depression, anxiety and PTSD for a while now. I have no insurance, money or a job at this time. I live in a state that did not expand Medicaid, so there is no help available for me here at this time. Additionally, I do not trust the 'community' resources since the only available people in this small town to help have lied to me and did things to make me not be able to get the help I need in the past when I did reach out for help. I'm going through some anniversaries of extreme loss and need a way to make it through this time of year. The pain is just as great, if not greater than, when these past events happened. That is why I am here. Kind of a last resort.