Hi, I didn't really know what to call this thread or where it should go. I've just joined the forum today, so I apologize if I've made any mistakes. I'm 24 and haven't cut myself since I was about 18/19. Tonight I cut for the first time in years. I feel embarrassed and ashamed and don't really know what to do. For a few months now I've contemplated suicide, only passively and without making definite plans. I reasoned that this was probably fairly normal and that since I didn't have a plan it wasn't anything to be concerned about. I haven't cut deeply and I'm not in any danger. I just cut enough to draw blood and most likely require long sleeves for a while. I thought writing something might be helpful.