I'm a senior in high school, and for the past three or so years I've been having suicidal feelings. I don't have any energy or motivation and when I think about my potential future, I see nothing. It might seem wrong of me, but when I read or hear people's stories about the hardships they've faced in their lives (mental illnesses, divorces that take away a parent, constant bullying, etc.) I feel guilty for having suicidal thoughts myself, and want to die even more. I feel like my life is just one big embarassement and I know that I will never be able to contribute anything to anyone and that the lives of the people who are close to me will not be any different once I am gone. Thank you for letting me vent.