Hi. You can just call me baywasp. Or whatever you want, as long as I know you're addressing me. My real first name is somewhat unusual, and I don't want to run the risk of someone finding me on here. I'm 22 and I live in the San Francisco Bay Area (tbh I am pretty confused by people abbreviating Suicide Forum as SF). I'm afraid I'm not a particularly interesting person. I go to school (studying psychology), then when I'm at home I mostly mess around on the internet. I also love trying out new restaurants. I joined because I've been feeling pretty awful for the past week (and more before that), but I seem to have gotten a bit of a reprieve, at least for the night. Plus, typing out my story kind of helped me feel a bit better. It's good to be somewhere I can (somewhat) freely discuss my thoughts and feelings where I'll hopefully not feel like a burden, how I do when I try to confide in my friends.