Hello, Just wanted to share my story. I am a 69 year old widow. I was my husband's caretaker for the previous two years. He passed away last December. While he was in the care facility, I was diagnosed with breast cancer. The outcome of that was a double mastectomy, chemotherapy. I feel I am going "down the rabbit hole"! I am very lonely, feel terrible about myself, and don't know what to do. I have friends, but they are couples, so I am now the extra wheel! I just need to get some focus in my life. Thanks for reading this.