Unfortunately many people who have never experienced it don't know how to support a suicidal person and their reactions can often make things worse, adding loneliness to the mix. Hiding your true feelings behind a mask can become intolerable and it's very important not to keep suicidal thoughts and feelings to yourself as it cuts you off from the help you need to recover. Now you're here, you're no longer alone in this journey and will be accepted just as you are.