Guess i just found a new way. I hate the pain. Too scared to do it for long. But loads of them so i can do it over and over again tonight. Was another accident. Pulled away quickly but then did it on purpose. Guess its another way of burning since i can't find my knife. Meh whatever. Might aswell do it again. This is like my 5th way of self harming. New record for me. Go me!