I dont even know where to begin. I'm 32 years old, live with my parents and have no job. I've just finished 2 degrees only to find that they're both useless. I lost my job during the recession and I haven't been able to find work. I don't think I'm competent to work anywhere, I feel like a fraud. I'm socially inept which I think comes from that fact that I'm not too bright and I'm constantly being embarrassed in conversation. The culmination of these issues has made me very withdrawn. Lately, I've been having thoughts of suicide because I honestly feel overwhelmed. Its like I'm so far behind that normal life feels out of reach. I want a family and children more than anything but there's no way I can accomplish that. I need a job, a home, social skills, a personality, looks, and a girl willing to lower herself to my level. The only thing keeping me from going absolutely crazy are my nephews and part of me feels like I would be doing them a favor by leaving before they're old enough to realize I'm a loser. I want to seek help but I have no money left. I spent a great deal of money seeking help when I had a job and I'm no better than when I started. I feel completely helpless, like I'm just waiting till I can't cope anymore. Can anyone relate to this or offer suggestions?