I'm new. I found the forums randomly while looking for something else. It seems like a good place to be, especially while in a down state of mind like I have been for the last few weeks. I haven't fleshed out my profile too much, but I will, sooner or later. All I've done is added the avatar, which is some fanart of a character from World of Warcraft that I found rather lovely. It seems appropriate, nodding to my geekiness and the like, from the source. I chose this particular username as a departure from my usual one, for anonymity's sake and it describes my behaviour and head sometimes when I'm depressed. A bit about me, though. I'm 24, I've been surviving depression since I was an adolescent, in and out of therapy with two hospitalizations, the more recent of the two being in 2006. I was diagnosed with major depression, borderline personality disorder, and some traits of bi-polar type 2. I'm currently in therapy though, the silver lining, as well as in a DBT group. My attendance has been shoddy to the latter for the last few months, going is sometimes hard. It's been better for the last month, though, though it's not any easier. I'm here to find support from like minded people. I talk to people online better than I do face to face, it seems. I get wordy, too.