Hi everybody. I'm 19 y/o and thinking about ending my life. At home mom has started drinking again and I have problems with friends. I've never felt that I've fit in and I can't deal with it anymore. I like to listen to music, watch tv shows and be with my pets. I read in the rules that I'm not allowed to talk about suicide methods here, what am I allowed to talk about regarding suicide? I have no one to talk to about it.