I copied and pasted this from my diary on the site, and I'm not sure whether I should keep seeing my current therapist, or see a new one? Today I have to see my therapist to talk about the direction of my therapy. I don't really feel like I'm improving much, which is partially my fault, I'll admit that. But sometimes I'll say something I deem to be important, but she'll never bring it up again. A few months ago, I said that I'm a compulsive liar, and that I feel a need to lie all the time. But since then, she hasn't brought it up again. I know I should mention it again, but I'm too scared. I get really really anxious when I have to talk about myself. I like her, she's not a bad person, but I feel like I need someone a little more experience. She's in her late 30s, and from what i have gathered from what she's told me, I think she's only been doing this for about 5 years or so. I feel like I need someone who will really push me to be more open about my feelings, and not have me direct the sessions so much. Whenever I say I have nothing to talk about, when I really do (which happens a lot), she then asks me If I want to play a game or something. I also say I don't know A LOT. But when I say I don't know, I'm really saying, I do know, but I'm just to afraid to say it. I'm kind of torn between seeing a new therapist, which means starting from scratch again, or keeping seeing my current therapist, and try to work out the problems.