Hi, I have been depressed folowing a relationship breakup, new job & new house. Some things have gone wrong with the house that have now pushed me completely over the edge and i am severely struggling to cope. I am undewr the care of the hospital and have counselling but am finding every hour and minute a struggle. I just want everything to go away preferably me. I go to sleep at night praying that i wont wake up but i keep doing so and it makes me worse. Please help.