I'm just leaving this here as an obligatory 'hello', since I am currently to depressed to fully type out the multitude of reasons that I'm here. But I can give you the short version - I'm a 19 year old female who has struggled with depression for 6 or 7 years now. I'm extremely lonely a lot of the time and I'm afraid to go out of the house. I dropped out of high school two and a half years ago, and now I don't even have a job or anything to fill my days. I have no friends and my family are all estranged, aside from my parents who I live with. Unfortunately I can find no help in them either, since their almost always drunk. Their relationship is also in shambles. I am turning 20 this November and I have absolutely nothing to show for it. I'm starting to run out of time. There isn't anything right now I want to live for, I have given up on anything good happening for me. I need somebody to talk to other than the walls. Thank you.